first thing..Sorry to yy..can't attend ur party this coming sat...bound by law and duties given by the government..need to go back unit over the wkends to do mob manning..been finding replacement for sat..reasons i got..got guard duties (understandable)..already got appointments (understandable)...dun wan to do (-.-!!)..fine..wat to do..been one yr+ in army..already noe of this sentence.."Lan Lan..suck thumb"...sometimes ppl cannot be so nice one..

second thing..almost everytime tok to mother..been hearing her complains abt work..today more worse..think she's already gif up wanting to help her company..saying..can work then work..if not just quit lor..Haix..after hearing all this..think i rather go work instead of study after ORD..get some income for my family..but seemed tat my parents are concerned abt mi getting into uni..ARGHHHHHH........struck in between...F*** lar..think will stick to my plan..can go uni..then go..worse come to worse..WORK...

all these led me to all this..: we are just following wat the society requirements..do we haf a choice?Able to achieve our dreams or wat we expected?Do we still got the freedom to achieve wat we dreamt of? Maybe tat's y they are called dreams..for u to dream onli when u are slping..

think tat's all i wan to say liao ba..maybe adding abit..i am those ppl who keep things to themselves..esp come to feelings or personal stuff..when i wan to say..will say one..but not through mouth..instead mostly through words..think much more easier for mi to say watever i wan ba..And dun worry abt mi lar..if u noe mi enuff..i temp will be in tat state for onli a while..hee...

Lastly..Sorry again to yy...make it up to u again ba..

"Promises are meant to be kept..but times like this..it's hard to keep..." -- Z.Z.H

Different Mood, Different Feeling @ 9:54 pm